– written 6 January 2004 by Renae’ Harrison
No one understands its complexity
The divine solitude of charismatic nature
Hovered with hatred, provoked by jealousy, and blinded by selfish motives,
Exacerbates malicious feelings
Often influenced by frivolous beings,
and strangled with too much emotion.
Moments of distress increase vulnerability
Where each mind is gullible and often naiive
Enough to make someone love of lust and codependency.
Confuses the most abrasive persons,
Prejudiced to what they don’t know,
Permissible under peculiar circumstances,
Using words to hide what one’s actions will eventually show.
The exertion of laughter, warm smiles, and loyalty
are easily repressed as a result of unresolved pain,
Without suffering there would be no compassion,
and some will never love again.
Although one may bury his frustrations
Seeking pleasure in a zealous attempt to optimize everything in his life,
Disappointed by uncanny situation arouses fear and hopelessness,
Creating an eccentric reaction of usual disposition
to revert back to childish ways and cold heartedness.
Joy is not great without pain,
Nor is sorrow a match for happiness,
So stubborn one can be,
But nevertheless, desperately seeking an affectionate tone,
Forever lost in its serenity.